1.24.2008

Resistance

I know I've only been teaching for a week so far this semester, but one element of my experience has stood out so far. I sense a lot more resistance from the students in my classes, especially my second class. Some of it is subtle (and I may be misconstruing it). Body language has seemed much more intimidating. Students have been reluctant to enter discussion; therefore, the awkward silences I have experienced after asking both simple questions and open-ended questions have been unusually long. Also, when I asked them at the beginning of the class to write about their past writing experiences and what they want out of the class, many were very open about how much they hate writing and anything related to writing.

More obviously, when I have asked easy get-to-know-you questions, more than a few of my students did not give in to any pressure to have something to say. They have just said "I don't know," making me feel awkward for asking the question.

Finally, a couple of my students have acted visibly frustrated in class. One of them actually came up to me in the front of class while everyone else was writing and said, "This is too hard. I have no idea what I'm doing." And another student, when I gave a prompt, made sounds of frustration, didn't write during the time, and told me after class that I totally lost her at multiple points during the class.

So . . . my questions:
I guess I'm concerned enough about my teaching, and these events are not helping my confidence. Am I really explaining things less effectively than I do in my other class or I did last semester? Am I not communicating well enough for this particular class? Is this class somehow set on not understanding me or interacting with me?

But in some ways, I suppose I'm a little bit impressed. If I didn't understand a professor, I would probably assume it was my fault rather than hers. Maybe these few are more confident than I am and have the self-assurance to react to rather than sit passively while I teach.

4 comments:

Amy said...

One thing to consider is--why are these students taking ENG 110 (I'm guessing) in the spring? Most likely because they hate writing and put it off or because they failed it last semester. They're also not as new to the college thing and are less concerned with impressing their instructors.

It's not you.

jenmurvinedwards said...

hi hannah,

i would suggest assigning specific students to lead the discussion on specific days (and make that part of their grade in the course). this way, the students would feel empowered and they would take a deeper look at the readings. also, students might feel a bit more pressure to respond to their colleagues in class. i'm actually thinking of doing this in my 215 class -- it's such a large group and i want to encourage the quieter ones to contribute. if you do try this, will you let me know how it goes? good luck!

Eric Sentell said...

Hannah, I'm not sure if you're still having trouble with resistance, but I wanted to offer a word of encouragement just the same. Last semester, I had the experience of one class doing very well as a whole on a paper while the other class did not do so well. At first, I questioned myself just as you have done. But when it came down to it, I was able to confidently attribute the difference to a greater number of "slackers" in the not-so-hot class. They just flat-out did not put much effort into that assignment, whereas nearly everyone in the other class gave a good effort and thus produced good papers. My point is that sometimes it's really not you.

Hannah said...

Eric,
I'm uncomfortable coming to that conclusion, but I think you might be right. Work pays off. Hence my most recent post.